I went to see the doctor last month because of the suspiciously breast lump I felt somewhere in my left breast. It’s been a while the last time I did a self-check so I freaked out when I felt it for the first time. See. It was a terrible feeling though I know that I will be all right.

So, yeah. I told my fiance about it and he was so scared, like, you know!. Oooh. And he was so worried.

So what I did was I went to see the doctor. I spent my 350 pesos for a breast check up. The doctor said that it’s not a lump but a breast tissue. What a relief. I told her that it was the first time I felt it. I even waited for a week after my period — I was thinking the supposedly lump goes away after my menstruation but it did not.

She just advised me to continue my breast self examination, especially, before and after the period. I menstruate regularly so I know when I should examine myself.

I am okay now. I’m actually PMSiiing. argh.

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Who doesn’t like to have white underarm here? We all love it. However, at least once in our life time, we, women, get some problems about having awful black underarm. I’m here to help you out in a more inexpensive way.

Avoid using too much deodorant. I know. It’s going to be impossible not to use any deodorants or antiperspirants since the first day we have entered the puberty stage, but this is one of the biggest reasons why you get black underarm. I just want you to realize the fact here. As far as I know, there are no deodorants available in your favorite store that could whiten your underarm.

I’ve been using an alternative. It’s out in the market and it’s called, Milcu. It is an underarm and foot deodorant powder. It costs 40.75 pesos only. But sad to say, if you do perspire a lot, specially, if it is so hot and you are outside of the house, Milcu will not be able to handle it.

I still would recommend you to use your favorite deodorant. Don’t freak out, I also use antiperspirant/deodorant if I really need it. I just have to make sure at the end of the day, I wash my underarms thoroughly. You might want to buy Glutathione soap. I’m using the one with the red X, white box. You can buy it at Watson’s. It costs 120 pesos.

Oh btw, I posted a picture. That’s me. Unphotoshopped underarm. lol. If you have some questions, just let me know. Or if you also have some tips to share, post them away. I would love to try them out but be sure it’s no expensive. I don’t have a budget for laser thing or whatever. lol.

Take care and thank you for reading.

Him and I did not get the chance to meet on Valentine’s Day because I had raging hormones and he also had reasons. Anyway, he gave me another gift. A woaapping Starbucks pink mug. His post vday gift for the record. In total, I received two gifts for this Hearts Day. I’m so loved. hehehe. Though I am unallowed to buy him a gift, I’m going to give him something when my Internetting job has already paid me. lol.

Okay. Evidence:

And top view:

Weee! I have a new personal blog. I’m hosted by my ever loving partner in life. Yiheee. Thank you.

Personal posts should be here. I’m not abandoning the Door Light blog. Don’t get panic. That blog is turning into a Money Make Online blog so there you go.

Woosh wooosh.

Do you like perfume on a woman or you think perfume should be illegal? Some men love a woman’s natural musk. These men think nature designed a woman’s natural smell to make her more alluring and desirable than any chemicals made by man.

However, some men, like my fiance — well, he likes a fruity-ish smell — love perfume on a woman, like for an instance, when he is sitting there with you and he can’t really smell anything, but once when you get up and walk away, he can suddenly smell you and all he wants to do is follow you into the bedroom and kiss you all over.

I just dislike perfumes, which are unfriendly to my nose, like it will get you dizzy, like riding in a roller coaster. lol.

I’m getting depressed because of two reasons:

My personal blog has been down for almost three days already. For the love of Pete, I have a deadline to beat. My host, Angie, can’t control the technical difficulties because her host is having some problems, not on their server but on their routers. What do routers do, anyway?

I made a withdrawal last January 28 and PayPal has been holding it like forever. It should just take 24 hours for PayPal to complete it and it’s taking almost eight days already. Though, I believe it’s not just me who is experiencing the pending status because it’s been everybody’s problem for those people who made a withdrawal on January 24 or earlier than that and until now.

Is this a PayPal system glitch? Why PayPal did not send an email about this or any official announcement about their site maintenance? Or why they did not inform the users not to withdraw funds for a while so I would not freak out like this?

I need the money for Valentine’s Day and it’s not happening.

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February 05, 2008 | 12:54PM a PHT | Source

We are aware that users in certain countries such as Malaysia, India, Indonesia and the Philippines, are currently unable to complete withdrawals to their Visa® credit, debit or prepaid cards. We are working diligently to resolve this as quickly as possible so that you can access your funds. We hope to have this resolved in the next 72 hours and will let you know once we have more updates.

Thank you for your patience.

The PayPal Team

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Hello pretty ladies!

What nail polish color would you never ever wear? I have been always afraid of wearing the bright red because it makes me think of hookers and whores, and some red just does look bad on me. I love most every color though and I always have my nails painted every time I go out. I, somehow, get low esteem when I don’t polish my nails or even just clean them when I am outside of the house. I don’t know. It’s just me.

Painting your nails is great as long as it stays on the claws. If it is kept up and not ratty, it is very nice. Whatever tickles your fancy and you think you look good on your desired nail polish color, they will just blend in just fine. Trust me. I grow my nails long but not toooo long and it can make my hands look more beautiful.

On the picture, I’m wearing Caress Sweet Sixteen. It’s a red-ish and pink-ish one and it looks good on me.

I rarely paint my nails black because it looks like a morgue or death or looks something like goth-ish. I’m not a goth. I’m tooo girly to be a goth but sometimes when I wear black, it looks sexy on me. Must be the weather.

If you don’t use polish, you may buff your nails, and they will look as if they have polish without the chemicals.

I want new nail polish!